big pips what is this define.

 
my name is Ruben, and i live in upland, Calif. i need to learn how to trade for profits, i need money for bills, i am practicing on this meta 4 demo account. will anyone want to mentor me as a good friend. thank you. peace. by the way this is a neat program, i just got this meta 4 today,, seems like you can do a lot of stuff on here. pretty cool.
 

If you don't have money for bills, you don't have money to trade.

Most people lose money trading. It can take years to become profitable, if ever.